It doesn't matter......(^v^)
Though I'm not fan of Joker, but I just simply like his quote: "Why so serious?"
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My 4th semester Uni study started more than half month...Even semester break had passed last week...Still, it is not a 'break' at all, as usual...
Start my 3D character and environment modelling assignments
Now, I only understand: Every great 3D animations pay a great price behind the scenes...@.@...I really can't finish it without tutorials, thanks to my kind lecturer who special made a tutorial videos to us......^^
Now, I have to speed up myself to finish all assignments in time...
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Maybe I was quite being tension by assignments...
Maybe I was facing some problems at the same time...
Or even maybe I heard too much things from my surroundings...
Recently, I keep start thinking about many many things
Well, not the good things...but from nothing to 'the things' stuffs; now that's no good for sure...
The only similarity with the thinking is 'Why' and 'If'
'Why I couldn't choose this...', 'Why I have to gone through this...', 'If I was this, maybe I can that...'
Why, Why, Why......One simple word can be the killing weak point to our spirit...(T_T)
But, I thank you Oh Lord Jesus...for being watching and taking care of me...
Today, I took the 'Daily Bread' to relax my for few minutes. Actually, I was searching the page for today dated issue...I glance through really fast...page by page until suddenly one title just simply attracting me...
It's just clear as crystal - "Brown and blue eyes"
I read through the issue, and it was about how a lady realized why she was being born with brown eyes; not crystal blue eyes as she wished for her whole life...However, she managed to spread God's words in India without facing much problem...Maybe because she was more welcomed by them as she is 'brown eyes' rather than 'blue eyes'
Now, she understands that there is His own reason for every path that He created for every people...
And so do I for now on...and even more...
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"If you give up your life for my sake, you will save it." (Matthew 16: 25)
"Acknowledge that the Lord is God! He made us, and we are His." (Psalm 100: 3)
I still may not understand the reason that God created such the path for my recent and future life...but I do believe...and even stronger: that when I believe in Him, I'll get more than I wish for.
Amen!
