3 Weeks Count Down

It's been awhile since I upload my blog....

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August I started my new semester in University again.

As usual, started rushing assignments, but thanks God this semester is not busy as crazy as last week.

But this month, our real battles start again...T_T

All final assignments come at the same time. Few of them have to submit next week...

And I don't know why...This semester I'm just can't get myself into all assignments; in another words: I'm really lazy to do them...

But thanks to my classmates aka friends...They always give me supports and crazy laughing so I can go through all these tiresome feelings...

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Joined a contest in my university. At first I thought I barely could make one as I still have bunch of assignments in my hand.

But I did it...thanks again to some of my friends who also joined this contest. I painted it the fastest time (around 16 hours. Usually I only can finish a painting more than that time)

Guess have to hang in there for 3 more weeks, then I can have my Real holiday...\(>.<)/

Things that can't return...

After almost one month of rest, it was almost return to school...nothing much feelings, besides reunite with my classmates, then I kind feel down when think about last incident......

First time ever I felt part of friendship between some friends totally burnt down...I know I couldn't stay with them like ever before, I was like betrayed them...

I know words for billions won't revive these friendships with them, but if there is a choice, I won't choose to do this...

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I know I just simply throw out 'no' to them, upset them......but did they know that I was always almost quarrel with my parents for this moving out for entire semester?

I know they let me be the first for the whole things, and I was the fool that everything just 'yes' without double check......but did they really know that time my mind was totally full? I was too busy for school projects to go when you all go check without me?

I know I just run away like that......but everythings was just keep upset my parents. Location was not good, house was too old for that price, and one thing I actually never tell them...lights at my room was actually broken out, and house owner seem never check it before put it into rent house, how would this kind of owner give convience for me to stay?

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I don't want explain anything else now as I also know they won't listen to me anymore. Both sides have their own stands and opinions, so it will be useless to argue now...

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Here I just want tell them:
Yes, I'm also the one who want to quit besides respect my parents' decisions as they are the one who pay the money.
No matter how much u all hate me now, I really didn't purposely to hurt you all from deep inside my heart.
I tried not to upset both my family side and friend side when trying to solve this things, but I fail to do so......

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Friendship torn down for my first ever life time, I couldn't save it...

My 1st and Last Book

Finally, my 2nd year 2nd semester finally put into ending......

For my 2nd year 2nd semester, my class had one assignment for Conceptual Design. We have to create pictures, description and layout based on story that we created by our own. Then we combined all together to make it become like an illustration book.This was the most crisis moments that I ever had since I started my life in Uni. I dun know when I had started to sleep at 3am everyday, even in weekends...

However, the presentation went well and I was happy with the results until something unexpected happened...After the presentation, we have to submit all illustrations that printed out and bind them into a book. The lecturer helped us to take all of them to a shop somewhere in Serdang.

BUT, yesterday the lecturer suddenly just told me that mine had problem.Well, I kind of motionless as I wished that it was a joke. Yet, it wasn't.....Dun know which crew in that shop that was such 'idiot', such 'fornication under consent of the king'...they put it in wrong direction...

WALAU eh!!! I cut all white borders in every printed pages except one side for binding, I put page numbers in every pages, I even put properly how should they bind...and how they are such 'busy body' to turn them in another direction?!!!

Now my back cover become cover, and cover with title becomes back cover.

COME ON MAN!!! COMMON SENSE!!! Who would such idiot to see synopsis before they looked at title???

Anyway, as long as lecturer understood the situation, then it's alrite for me...(cheer up, gul...)

The Challenge of '30'

Compare to previous 3 semester, this semester is the most 'deathly' battle of times.

Now the most critical assignments is ~~~~~~~~~ 30 digital paintings for Conceptual Design.

For this assignment, we created a story based on any theme (fantasy, romance, etc...) Then, we have to created 30 pages of pictures based on story that we created, which means we need paint 30 pictures.

It won't be a problem for me to draw and paint, but only problem is -- we need submit at week 15 (about early of June)

Now i'm pretty worry as I only on 4th paintings, but that will not be a good solution for this.

So I have to working on faster......

(*(Upper Right): Poster for this assignments. If you have any feedbacks, i'm always welcome them.)

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Also, this semester we have to do a short films which I really didn't expected. Another confuse assignment for me, since last semester is the animation project (I totally have no idea what to do for that, but thankfully at last I finished it)

Thanks to my friends, they willing to help for my video's acting. Still, the same feelings came back again -- I want to give up doing assignments...

Now I only concern conceptual design & animation assignments more than other projects.
Others...? As long as I can finish them in time.
I found out this semester I didn't finish some of assignments in time.
Then I found out I keep postpone doing assignments that I hate to do, almost like 'last-minute-work'.

That feelings made me want long loNG LONG holiday...
I miss my PS2, although now I have PSP in my hand...
I miss peaceful afternoon and night, where you have no worry on school stuffs...

Anyway, before reaching all this enjoyable holiday, gotta keep working on all assignments.
I have to think about my future depends on all my skill and faith into my artworks.

GAMBATEHHHH!!!!

倒霉的两天—不能走的三轮车+被屋子遗弃在外

还记得在小学的时候，我们经常看到范文或者写作文，题目是“倒霉的一天”？最后叹气地说：“今天真是倒霉的一天呀！”

而我在这里‘返老还童’地重新写这篇作文，但题目是“倒霉的两天”。

为什么是两天呢？
很简单，因为我连续两天遇上两则意想不到，但不幸中的大幸小意外……

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前天晚上照例和朋友一起从大学回来。路途中，我们开始发现车发出不寻常的声音，而我也开始发现我脚下的部分震动得比平时厉害。慢慢地，整辆车震得越来越恐怖，简直像是车内发生地震，我还担心车会像卡通剧情般散开，只剩四只轮胎滚滚滚滚……
结果，快到其中Tol站时，我们才惊觉一个假设；下车后从假设马上转变成结论：爆胎了！

庆幸地，我们离Tol站只有大约50米，起码不必担心在黑暗的高速公路度过等待救兵；另外，感谢高速公路的巡逻队前来帮忙换轮胎（说实在的，我们俩不知是忘了怎么换，还是因为那破轮胎面向路外怕危险，所以不敢换），虽然过后才发现连后备轮胎也出了问题……
最后，我们放弃那辆车，跟着我朋友的家人回家，那时候已是半夜了……好在第二天是公共假期，不然真的要在班上继续睡觉了。

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昨天正好全家人都空闲，决定去看新上映的电影 - X-Men Origins: Wolverine。出门的时候，又有一段额外的小插曲：锁上门之后才想到我们都忘了拿钥匙。

糊涂三家人就这样被屋子关在外面…………

所谓：出外靠朋友，好在其中一户邻居在家。在他好心帮忙下，门才乖乖地打开，可是门把也被我们强力拉扯下壮烈‘牺牲’……

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回想起来，说巧不巧的，不同的小意外，不同的地点，不同的时间，可是会有一个共同点：这两件事情个别竟然已经发生三次了！

车的小插曲分别是：
1）早上上课忘了关车灯，等到傍晚取车时，那辆车早已彻底‘精疲力尽……
2）从回家路途，同样发生爆胎事件，好在那时正巧另一个稍微懂得修车的朋友，才成功换上后备轮胎，平安回家……
3）不用我说，就是上述事件……

屋子的小插曲：
1）铁门无法打开，费了掌法、开锁秘籍等等才打开……
2）同样是无法打开门，但这次主角是大门……
3）一样不用我说，就是上述事件……

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有时候我们起初会不停地问：“为什么会那么倒霉？为什么偏偏是我？”

可是后来再慢慢思索，有时候我们的眼必须像透视般看着它，原来它的正真目的/意义说不定是好的。